Well, Since I see that youre following me now, I guess this is a good way to get ahold of you. When you read this, I want you to know that I never disliked you, man. You seem like a down to earth decent guy… with a chip on his shoulder. And trust me I get that. At times I know I was painted as the “bad guy” and the douche bag but thats because I cared too much about her to know the absolute truth and thats my fault just like it was yours a long time ago. Remember when she made you delete all the numbers out of your phone and made you cry like a bitch begging for forgiveness while doing it? Yeah… i know that feel. And take my advice man, NO ONE is worth that. I know that sometimes good guys with big hearts can fall for someone less than reciprocating. Sure the sex is great, and so are the adventures, but theres nothing beyond it. There is no common ground. No REAL depth. Only bubbly and happy and care free. That only gets you so far in the real world. Sure its nice to forget for awhile, but ya know what? Its not enough. And it sure as shit is not good to go through life constantly worrying about upsetting someone who is a ticking goddamn time bomb. I have literally never met anyone who gets angry so easily. And as cute as she may be when she goes apeshit, and as much as you wanna scoop her up and take care of her, you have to understand that she is feeling real emotions. She is saving every last angry text you send when shes driven you to the point where you cant see daylight. She saves every naughty picture you ever sent her. She saves everything. Every thought, every conversation, and every emotion in your heart for the right moment to make you dance when she wants you to. Shes really manipulative, and Im really sorry it took me so long to realize it. Because if Id have seen it coming, I wouldnt have spent every hour of every day planning for a future that would be ripped away, saving money for a house and a car and a beach life fit for a queen all while being publicly made fun of that Im a “broke little boy who cant ‘afford’ to take his girl out” While faggots like ____, the one who took her flowers to math class after you broke up, make her smile in the short term and trip and cheat on you. Its totally my fault that i never exposed her for what she is to me. She is a liar, she is a manipulator, she has no respect for anyone but herself and she will NEVER be pleased because she cant put her guard down for anyone but one man. The one who broke her heart. You. And now its even too late for you. There is not one man in the whole world that can make her happy; not anymore. She is not worth it. Man to man. Dont wast your time. Because then everyone will look at you like they look at me. Take a lesson from me, and dont be made into something youre not to gain the love of someone who doesnt love you back. Im disliked by literally everyone for no reason. None. I let the lies and the stories flow because I didnt have the balls to stop it, or to tell her to get the fuck out of my life. I was caught up trying to be something I wasnt. DO NOT LET THAT HAPPEN TO YOU. WALK WHILE YOU CAN. Seriously man, I mean that. Youre a great guy. I know that. You know that. Get something better. You deserve it.
"Fuck off Shaun I am taking a picture."
its so hard to sleep without you by my side
Life becomes easier when you learn to accept an apology you never got.
|—||Robert Brault (via feellng)|
You fucking promised me you’d stay.
|—||Six word story l.a (via foreveronquotev)|